I MISS MY COUSIN SO MUCH, EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE WITHOUT HIM SEEMS SO DARK. I PRAY AND ASK GOD TO TAKE CARE OF HIM WHILE HE'S RESTING IN HIS HOUSE OF MANY MANSIONS, I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HIM AGAIN. I PRAY EVERYDAY FOR MY UNCLE CHEBO, DEBORAH, KAYLA, AND DREW. I PRAY THAT THE LORD GIVE THEM THE STRENGTH TO CONTINUE LIFE WITH "TOOTIE" IN THEIR HEARTS. "TOOTIE" WAS AN INSPIRATION THROUGHOUT THE REEDER AND CLARK FAMILY. HE WAS SO FULL OF LIFE, AND OH GOD HE WAS SO HANDSOME. I WANNA SAY TO MY AUNT & UNCLE YOU BOTH DID A WONDERFUL JOB RAISING YOUR SON, HIS FUNERAL SPOKE FOR THAT, I SAY THAT TO SAY REMEMBER THE PEOPLE WHO CAME FROM NEAR AND AFAR, "TOOTIE" HAD AN IMPACT ON PEOPLES LIVES AT A VERY EARLY AGE. I'M GONNA KEEP ON PRAYING FOR JUSTICE, BECAUSE I DO BELIEVE IN GOD, AND TO ALL I NEED YOU TO KNOW HE IS A JEALOUS GOD! CHEBO, DEBORAH I SAY TO YOU HE'S OKAY, BETWEEN CHESTER REEDER SR., MAY REEDER, & MR BILL CLARK HE'S HAVING ALL TYPES OF FUN ON HIS B-DAY, BUT GUESS WHAT IN GOD'S HOUSE! I FEEL THE REEDER KIDS HAD THE BEST GRAND-PARENTS ANYONE CAN ASK FOR. SORRY WE HAD TO MISS YOUR PARTY "TOOTIE" I KNOW FOR A FACT WE CAN'T DO IT LIKE JESUS CAN DO IT! I NEVER THOUGHT YOU WOULD BE GONE SO SOON, I WAS VERY ANGRY, HAD HATRED IN MY HEART UNTIL GOD CAME TO ME AND SAID TOYA LET ME HANDLE THIS, I PROMISE YOU JOY WILL COME IN THE MORNING! I LOVE YOU COUSIN LOVE, LATOYA REEDER-LUCAS