Haven't been here in a while because its all still new to me writing you is kinda bitter sweet for me as I sit here thinking of you because your bday is only hours away sometimes I wonder how my life would be if you were still here but you live in a much better place now and I know I could never pay you to come back it would be selfish of me to ask for you back because you were only given to me for a short period of time all I ask is that u watch over me and let me know that I'm not alone is this hell of a world we live in I love you and no one will ever take your place happy birthday your soul will forever live on...p.s I got my angel now Love Jari your tuddy